Maria was a sweet girl always full of energy. Her vibrancy and intelligence made her quite popular among her peers. I was introduced to her in a party where she came with her mom and kid brother. We never met for quite some time after that but fate had different plans. Suddenly one day she came to my house with one of her friend to clear some doubts about a notoriously complex subject. Thankfully i was prepared. And after that it was like 'Locality of Refrence' she was acessed everywhere I was going- Railway station, Autorickshaw stands, Bookshops, vegetable markets and even in my dreams. Well I start falling for her. I tried controlling myself as I was handling so many things at that point of time that a mere addition of a thought would have messed up my schdule so pursuing a girl and making up to her expectation was out of the question. I tried exploring the possibilities of my success rate and it was coming out to be pathetically low given the amount of time and energy i could have invested into that venture. My mathematical calculations tallied with my general sense and the idea was put on the bench more like our CMM level 5 companies to accomodate free time, energy and money.
Relationship between individuals show infalliable symmetry to normal trignometric functions. The following 3D curve is the parametric solution for x= Asin(at+@) and y = Bsin(bt)
The above depicted mesh tends to define ups and down in human relational behaviour. In my case i found a much simpler curve which was describing my situation. It was the good old tan(x).
The red lines in the above diagram refers to love quotient which was swinging to both infinites with devastating regularity. The non metric state of my existence started showing grave results with symtoms like loss of apetite, sleep and humour(bad ofcourse). I tried bringing my condition to normal with regular Yoga, Meditation and aerobics. But things went bad to worse and nothing was accurately working.
Then came monsoons(Oh I love rains) and with change of season things started changing. I happen to rent her umbrella once while coming back from railway station. In the evening I went to return it and she was alone that day sitting on her PC. As soon as I entered her house it started raining again. So over a cup of tea we sat for a long chat.
I was never a fan of tea inspite of epidemiological and laboratory studies suggesting a relationship between tea consumption and reduced risk of several types of cancer, including oral, digestive, lung and colorectal, and that tea had greater antioxidant power in vitro than many fruits and vegetables. Well at this point I will not mind you guys going for a Tea break but do come back.
Wow man that was good. She was more inteligent, smart and humurous than I had imagined.
After that the meeting her was a regular phenomenon and my love quotient was behaving like the following diagram
The red spot in the above diagram refers to the point where human senses start failing and after that the human behaviour becomes unpredictible more like a Share market after a long bull run. So undeniably I found myself doing things which I would have never imagined. I use to got up early to meet her, use to wear washed clothes with lots of deodrant, long telephone chats and even tried cooking. Oh god ! those were the days.
Sometimes we use to have those bad days when Cricket use to take priority over a phone call. But its was fun and it was great and I could had never imagined what was coming ahead.
Ellipse represents a closed structure and its equation generally defining attractive systems from the parsec scales to microscopic ones. Earth and planets attaracted to sun revolve around it in elliptical orbits and electrons revolve round nucleus in closed circular paths which is also a special ellipse. Ellipse is defined as x2/a2+y2/b2=1 when centered at origin. where 2 represents sqaure, a and b are parameters. Even humans depict elliptical behaviour when attracted to each other.
I was sure we were a closed elliptical and stable system. But I guess one of the parameters was negative and it end up being a hyberbola. The curve never meet and its only the tangent that touches both.
One fine morning I got a call from her. I was busy planning for the gift for her next birthday which was round the corner. She just said she is going to her hometown for a week and from there she will be flying abroad for her higher studies. I congratulated her and enquired about the details. She only said , " I am sorry" . Sorry for what? Wait... Listen.. Beep.Beep. Beep...
I tried calling her that day. Went to her home. It was locked. She just vanished in thin air. I heard that her father's business had something to do with their sudden departure. The end was abrupt. I could not bid her a farewell. I could never met her again.
Maria was not her real name but she use to like it very much.
Once in a while even now over a cup of Tea we chat . Perhaps she never left.
Relationship between individuals show infalliable symmetry to normal trignometric functions. The following 3D curve is the parametric solution for x= Asin(at+@) and y = Bsin(bt)
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The above depicted mesh tends to define ups and down in human relational behaviour. In my case i found a much simpler curve which was describing my situation. It was the good old tan(x).
The red lines in the above diagram refers to love quotient which was swinging to both infinites with devastating regularity. The non metric state of my existence started showing grave results with symtoms like loss of apetite, sleep and humour(bad ofcourse). I tried bringing my condition to normal with regular Yoga, Meditation and aerobics. But things went bad to worse and nothing was accurately working.
Then came monsoons(Oh I love rains) and with change of season things started changing. I happen to rent her umbrella once while coming back from railway station. In the evening I went to return it and she was alone that day sitting on her PC. As soon as I entered her house it started raining again. So over a cup of tea we sat for a long chat.
I was never a fan of tea inspite of epidemiological and laboratory studies suggesting a relationship between tea consumption and reduced risk of several types of cancer, including oral, digestive, lung and colorectal, and that tea had greater antioxidant power in vitro than many fruits and vegetables. Well at this point I will not mind you guys going for a Tea break but do come back.
Wow man that was good. She was more inteligent, smart and humurous than I had imagined.
After that the meeting her was a regular phenomenon and my love quotient was behaving like the following diagram
The red spot in the above diagram refers to the point where human senses start failing and after that the human behaviour becomes unpredictible more like a Share market after a long bull run. So undeniably I found myself doing things which I would have never imagined. I use to got up early to meet her, use to wear washed clothes with lots of deodrant, long telephone chats and even tried cooking. Oh god ! those were the days.
Sometimes we use to have those bad days when Cricket use to take priority over a phone call. But its was fun and it was great and I could had never imagined what was coming ahead.
Ellipse represents a closed structure and its equation generally defining attractive systems from the parsec scales to microscopic ones. Earth and planets attaracted to sun revolve around it in elliptical orbits and electrons revolve round nucleus in closed circular paths which is also a special ellipse. Ellipse is defined as x2/a2+y2/b2=1 when centered at origin. where 2 represents sqaure, a and b are parameters. Even humans depict elliptical behaviour when attracted to each other.
I was sure we were a closed elliptical and stable system. But I guess one of the parameters was negative and it end up being a hyberbola. The curve never meet and its only the tangent that touches both.
One fine morning I got a call from her. I was busy planning for the gift for her next birthday which was round the corner. She just said she is going to her hometown for a week and from there she will be flying abroad for her higher studies. I congratulated her and enquired about the details. She only said , " I am sorry" . Sorry for what? Wait... Listen.. Beep.Beep. Beep...I tried calling her that day. Went to her home. It was locked. She just vanished in thin air. I heard that her father's business had something to do with their sudden departure. The end was abrupt. I could not bid her a farewell. I could never met her again.
Maria was not her real name but she use to like it very much.
Once in a while even now over a cup of Tea we chat . Perhaps she never left.
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